For some reason,
I have lost the ability to connect with people.
I start to be cynical, cold and mean..
I've also started to think "smiling" is not necessary as I would't get any appreciation whatsoever.
I was watching T-Mobile's adverts online yesterday
Life's for sharing..
It could be random, warm and happy.
However, I am losing it bit by bit..
These videos are such statements of over-joy
But that's what I need now! I need these stuff to fulfill my hollow mind, to even spill it..
It might take time to get warmth, fun, bubbliness back into me,
but I will have to do it in no time as I am feeling quite devastated now..
So please bear with me..
I hope I will be jolly again soon if I could find a way to get over it that easily..